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A Letter to Jesus

Before blogging this, I really wanted to complain about things going on today in my until I turn on YouTube to Church songs. I feel like I wanted to pour out about my feelings recently. I cannot claim myself as a Christian fanatic because I never force anyone to really move their religion to mine; even though I wanted them to believe in Jesus Christ. Just a heads up if I blog about Christianity it is because I wanted to share my experience and my struggles also on how God helped me through it.
Dear Jesus,
I have been a Christian for about 8 years now. I have been going in and out of Church. I have not been diligent going to Church. I have been forgetting to commit to go to Church, to pray, to not forget about You. All I know is that You are always waiting for me to come back. 
I see now. All of these problems I am facing is for me to go back to You. For me to be saved again and again. I know when I am happy I tend to forget about You. I did not ask or depend on You; I depend on my own power. You weren’t my priority…until now I realized that all I need is You Jesus.

Your Child,
Alyssa Milano
(yes this is my real name–not the actress though!)

I was afraid to commit because I always on and off about religion, but recently I have committed to read the Daily Bread, I committed to pray every single day…I know it took a long time to really understands how to love and how to make Jesus priority because Earth things comes first (either it is family or lover or even money). Then today I watched a sermon (streaming) by Pdt. Josia Abdisaputera and it gives me an image of how to make Him priority. I will write it on my next blog under The Journey of a Disciple category (the name is taken by my Church topic).

Christ is Enough – Hillsong

Christ is my reward
And all of my devotion
Now there’s nothing in this world
That could ever satisfy

Through every trial
My soul will sing
No turning back
I’ve been set free

Christ is enough for me
Christ is enough for me

Everything I need is in You
Everything I need

Christ my all in all
The joy of my salvation
And this hope will never fail
Heaven is our home
Through every storm
My soul will sing
Jesus is here
To God be the glory

I have decided to follow Jesus
No turning back
No turning back

The cross before me
The world behind me

No turning back
No turning back
Lyric Source


  • Short Little Rebel

    Hi Miss Chiriyo, remember, loving Jesus can be done in and out of Church. And all of us who adore Jesus ARE the church. Church isn’t a building or a service- it is all of us together. Jesus wants a relationship with you, not for you to go to a church service. He wants you to spend time with him every day. As a child, someone read the story of Enoch to me. The Bible says that Enoch ‘walked with God’. That pleased God so much that he simply took Enoch, in the flesh, to heaven. I wanted to please God that much so I decided to ‘walk with God’ too. I decided to never say, “Dear God” when I began a prayer or ‘Amen’ when I finished a prayer. That is because I decided to talk to God as if he was always beside me. Which he is. I never stop praying because for me, I am always talking to God. Always. He is with me always. So, why say, “Dear God” so formally? And why say, “Amen” as if I am finished talking to him? I only say those things when I am praying with others, out loud. But in my own relationship with God, my prayer never ends. I walk with God and he walks with me. It is the sweetest thing in the world. That is what he wants with you. For you to walk with him. Start talking to God every moment of you day. Read the Bible and learn who God and Jesus are. For real. And yes, go to church so that you can sing praises and be with other Christians in fellowship. I’ve said a prayer for you that God will bring you closer to him in this way. Your sister in Christ, Susan Shannon

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